In this vast majority of life Ive been looking for the answer to it all. Somehow, Ive never really found it. The questions were normal:
Who am I?
What am I made for?
What is the purpose of life?
How do i live it?
Ive played these questions over and over in my head, coming to a conclusion. The only thing in life that will ever make sense, that will ever bring profit, that will ever make or break a human, Love.
Call it what you may, but im not referring to the thing our world tells us. Its not sex, its not a cute girl, its the heart. Most every problem in the human world is a result of love. Love, the heart its deepest motives. Its deepest desires. Its Love. Its the place of love from me to my lover.
Im a bride. Im a lovly being that God is looking down upon. He is wanting to marry me! Me! He chose me as a person. All my crap! All my problems! I am not a righteous person. I dont have all the answers. Im not super human relgious man. Im a sinner. Im a loser in most peoples eyes. Im a dweeb, a simple person that is trying so hard to make it out alive from the sin that is crushing me.
Literally im so tired. Not physically, spiritually. I cant feel anything. Im out of touch with everything. Everyone! Im a wanderer among people. Like a showdow among crowds. Unnoticed and untouched by mere words.
So unloving everything is. Love is more powerful then all my crap, then all my pain, then all my fourth comings. LOVE was nailed to a cross. Love is the reason im alive. Love is the thing that makes people insane. Love makes or breaks a person. Love is everything
Who am I?
What am I made for?
What is the purpose of life?
How do i live it?
Ive played these questions over and over in my head, coming to a conclusion. The only thing in life that will ever make sense, that will ever bring profit, that will ever make or break a human, Love.
Call it what you may, but im not referring to the thing our world tells us. Its not sex, its not a cute girl, its the heart. Most every problem in the human world is a result of love. Love, the heart its deepest motives. Its deepest desires. Its Love. Its the place of love from me to my lover.
Im a bride. Im a lovly being that God is looking down upon. He is wanting to marry me! Me! He chose me as a person. All my crap! All my problems! I am not a righteous person. I dont have all the answers. Im not super human relgious man. Im a sinner. Im a loser in most peoples eyes. Im a dweeb, a simple person that is trying so hard to make it out alive from the sin that is crushing me.
Literally im so tired. Not physically, spiritually. I cant feel anything. Im out of touch with everything. Everyone! Im a wanderer among people. Like a showdow among crowds. Unnoticed and untouched by mere words.
So unloving everything is. Love is more powerful then all my crap, then all my pain, then all my fourth comings. LOVE was nailed to a cross. Love is the reason im alive. Love is the thing that makes people insane. Love makes or breaks a person. Love is everything
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