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I am nothing without God. Somehow i miss that every time. I can do it by myself i scream, but really i get stuck then need an unstuck. How dare me walk out and ask for help. its so wrong for me to sin in private then blow it open to God asking for forgiveness. Did he not already know i sinned? Did he not see me standing there in private sinning? Whats the point i ask myself? He is always watching. Some say well how intrusive of him. But if we fail to see that he is watching and sees us as who we are then we will of have failed and made him mere nothingness but a jeanie.